I know the situation very well.
But you place the interests of a few above the interests of the many. And that is not how society works.
You think it's okay to spread the virus and make more victims elsewhere as long as your family is okay. But that can only be justified as absolute last resort in "survive or die" mode.
For now, people can keep their families safe. Yes, with less than they are used to, and some in really difficult circumstances. But not so difficult that they should directly endanger others.